Life is good, and fun and all sorts of crazy, weird things. I also know nothing until I need to know it, then I know it. I love that fact about me.

Monday went in expecting to just get lectured and whatnot, ended up working that morning shift. Amandas g-ma passed away so she went to the funeral. A woman in her late 80s, I'd say, came in and shopped and of course came through my line. As I came out from the register, she started talking to me and complimenting me on how nice, and friendly, and helpful I was, and that I was an asset to the store. While she is saying this, Marcy is coming up front and gives us a look. I just smile. I can't tell an old lady to leave me alone. I revert to about 5 years old when someone a grandparents age comes around and talks, I can't be rude to them! Still smirking about the fact she was saying all of this while Marcy was coming up though. Schedule this week as follows:

Monday worked 9:00am - 3:00pm. Went to Cori and Johns house for the night, met Dawn. All in all, had a good time, yayness!!!

Tuesday OFF. Hung out with Cori and we went for a walk. when John got home, took JT to practice and then me to Davids. Went shopping, gave me his bag, which looks nice, and can carry my money and id when we go to Catacombs. Was bad and stayed in bed until 3:30pm. Needed the sleep and was all happy, and warm, and curled up and purring. Just no WeHo which means there was no cat hair. Got home around 4:15pm.

Wednesday OFF. Hence had the lazy morning/after I had. Done a whole bunch of nothing cept catch up on WWE and Queer Eye.

Thursday OFF. Taking Sixx to the vet for shots and Feline Lukemia testing. I will have pissed off kitty. Then dropping off application. Then seeing Liz in the afternoon, after school.

Friday OFF. This day full of nothing as far as I can tell. Get to talk to Melanie though. Well, call at least.

Saturday I work 2:00pm - 9:30pm. I think they trying to get me to quit. I laughs. Hopfully I get a hold of Jeff soon. Either him or Ross ~shrugs~

Mayhaps will see David and Kate this weekend, either together, seperately. We shall see how things go, heh. Ta!

Oh this week was fun! Tuesday I walked to Davids since I had the day off and talked to Kate for a while on the phone on the way. David and I ran around a bit, ran into Erin from Outland at the Chamber. Hmm. This week at work has been relaxed. Didn't do much of anything on Thursday cept chill and read. Saturday the early morning wake up call wasn't much fun but worked 9 hours, bought a pair of grey shorts and pink flip flops, and saw Charlotte who kindly got me something from Subway before I passed out or my stomach rebeled from store food. David and I went to the thrift store, picked up a couple more black tshirts for me and the really nifty silver moon candle holder. Ended up napping while David was in the shower cuz of heating pad for shoulder and my blanket. Had a fun night of it and enough sleep as well. Still all happy-like about getting to go to the family/friend reunion type thingie at the Rock House (think Old Mans Cave). Went to church with my brother and Lisa, we picked up Jason and his son, Stephen and was on our way. (After stops for gas, food, and coffee.) Lots of people there I only know by face, some I don't know at all, and Donna and Herb were there, which was cool. Hiked twice, both time taking Max with me (the Shar-Pei/Rottweiler mix). So we both got good walks and I napped no the way home. Then walked to work to get my schedule and "shopped" as Theresa likes to call it. Minor recovery is another term.

Watched the 135th Kentucky Derby tonight. The race was actually run on the 2nd. LeeAnn Rimes sang the national anthem. 19 horses cuz one got taken out cuz of a tender ankle. Track of course was sloppy and muddy cuz of the rain that day. Number 8, Mine That Bird won by 6 3/4th lengths in 2:02 3/5th. The gelding was at 50:1 odds. Number 16, Pioneerof The Nile placed and number 2, Musket Man showed. A longshot little bay gelding from New Mexico won all.

Sunday I was OFF, yay for family reunions!!!

Monday I work 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Taping Queer Eye and Raw. Calling Melanie.

Tuesday I have OFF. Hoping to get to Davids between 5:00 - 6:00pm.

Wednesday I work 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Normal.

Thursday I have OFF. Still taping all my shows.

Friday I work 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Must to tape Smackdown.

Saturday I work 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Fine.

And I'm sure I work this Sunday as Chelsie and I are going every other one. Ta!

KK needs someone to work with her in the morning, as one cannot work alone in a store, so I'm gonna be working from 9:00am - 6:00pm aboutsies on Saturday (today, whatever). Its a nine hour day but I'll handle it, plus I could get over to Davids earlier. Ta!

Well, the meeting went, umm, well, it was a meeting. normal stuff for me: I is slower then a snail (ok, this wasn't said but thats how I feel). I need to get faster, and get my areas and stuffs done by the end of the night. I gotta get clothes, health & beauty, toys, and the caps all done throughout the day. And any u-boats that are brought out. Still don't know completely about Sunday, as there is a day cashier and she is only supposted to work Monday through Friday, and is the best cashier. It all depends on Marcy, KK and Theresa. I do however get smirking rights. Helen didn't show up at the meeting. So who knows if shes stil with us, most likely not. This sucks cuz I now don't get a day off this week. I'm gonna be working Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday from 3:00pm - 9:30pm as well. This also means that by the end of the week, not counting minutes, I will have 47.5 hours. Which means overtime pay. What is odd is that I'm the only one thats gonna get it. And Marcy keeps talking about how we are over budget. Getting me overtime doesn't help that budget, but I'm the only nighttime cashier apparently. Switching Amanda and I a couple days would cut down my hours and give her a bit more. Not telling though. Ta!

Should probably. Anyhoo! Harry picked me up after his PT thing on Thursday so that was around 11:00am. Stopped by to see Erin and George. I knew Erin already (even sacrificed her last Marcon at rocky Horror) but never George. Nice guy, tall, 7'5". So same as Andre the Giant. Then went to the house and Harry went back to the site and Maria and I went walking, talking, and shopping. Just to a little strip mall: we went to a thirft store (got two black tshirts for work), Family Dollar (she picked up stuffs), Kroger (ok, so we hit that first as it has bank), and Big Lots (she got some things and I got votive unscented candles, woot! woot!). Life be good. After, we all just chilled and relaxed which was great. Friday realized I don't like being woken up without having to be somewhere anymore. It was another chill day, Yay! Got my ass kicked in Halo by both of them. Though I got each a few times. Heh. David and Annette called me while I was down there. Le purr. Met Mark, another tall guy, 6'11" or 7' I think. Would not want to see him unfolding out of a cruiser at me. Got home around 8:30pm-ish.

Saturday didn't really do anything. Got to work a bit early cuz I had to go to the bank to get money to pay for WM25 and to eat for this week. Found out that I had to work Sunday and lil ol' moi had a nice lil breakdown. At work. Working register. KK let me come in at noon though. I've worked every Saturday night and every Sunday for a month now. Hey, a month of Sundays, hardy-har-har. Called my brother in a blubbering mess, bit later (and calmer) called my mom to let her know, and I called David. He called me back and still wanted to get together. Yeah, hes been totally wonderful to me lately. We decided to stay in and not go to the club simply cuz of the early wake up time and I was all stressed. Stress can go bye bye now, yes. And this, so far, is my schedule for the week. Keep in mind that if Helen doesnt' show for afternoons, I get called in, oh joy.

Sunday (yesterday) I worked 12:00pm - 7:30pm. Thank you KK.

Monday I have OFF, but there is a meeting at 8:00am. Mandatory. Ohhh boyyy. At least I know I'm calling Melanie.

Tuesday I am working 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Then get to see David. Yay!

Wednesday I have OFF. Odd, but ok.

Thursday I have OFF. Meep!

Friday I work 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Ok, will tape Smackdown and call Melanie.

Saturday am working 3:00pm - 9:30pm. Seriously peoples.

I want this damn Sunday OFF!!!!!! I want a Sunday off and I want to go to the family/friends reunion and get-together. Must to remember to be calm, relax, and be mature and NOT wish for a semi-automatic firearm. Heh. Kidding. Ta!

Hmm, worked all evening shifts this past week. Though I did enjoy spending Thursday night just chilling alone. Found my Queer Eye for the Straight Guy on Fine Living Network again. Ok, so I love the show, pretty good general tips too, just can't listen to Carson, heh. Gotta get a stamp and mail something to Kate, not all that interesting, but she didn't stop in last time so I figured I'd send her some pens. And a note. Didn't like working Saturday evening, specially since the truck came on Friday and I am thinking I shoulda been able to work Saturday morning. Still gotta see David. Yay! He picked me up and we went to Steak-n-Shake. We spent the night in, which was fine. Just amazing that he wanted me to stay over even though I had to work Sunday. Even got there early, with rockstar.

KK and Theresa were there, but it was Theresa and I working all day. Much with the relaxed. I got subs for us in the afternoon, and she made me go away from the register and sit down and eat, so I went outside during the start of the rain and ate, felt wonderful out today. Its odd being shoo-ed away from the register at all. Also, at the beginning of the day, when KK was still ther and maybe 30 minutes after David left, that guy came in. The creepy guy who I swear is the one I tried to chase down. And this is the same guy I've been watching for weeks but haven't been able to catch. I caught that mutherfucker red-handed, HA! He had things underneath his shirt. As he walked in front of my counter I asked him what he had underneath. He pulled out one of the 5 pack of slim-jims. He had other things but don't get to frisk people. He is now not allowed in the store anymore, I get to tell him to leave and not come back. Am to call management if he doesn't go peacefully. ~preens and purrs~ Yeah, I know, no biggie, but I feel so much better now.

As for the schedule, new girl might start this week, might start next week, might not get hired, who knows??? So once again it is day by day. So, i worked Sunday 10:00am - 7:30pm and I work Monday 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Thats all I know. I hate not knowing. I figure giving work about a month after we get everyone in place and situated to give me my schedule back, if not, and if I have another job lined up, then I'm leaving.

I'd like to know for the whole week as soon as possible. One so David and Liz can know, and two, Harry wants to see me before he leaves for the entire summer. and I'd like to see him and Maria as well. Though I might see Maria at Marcon, dunno yet. Harry leaves at the end of the month. ~sigh~ Ta!

Want to strangle people in charge of whatever trucking company that was gonna deliver our load this week. No driver for a Wednesday load, so no clue when said shipment will arrive, which means that my shcedule got changed and could very well just change again at the drop of a hat. But so far:

Thursday am now OFF. Watching new WWE show.

Friday I work 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Taping Smackdown.

Saturday working 3:00pm- 9:30pm. This sucks.

Must to remember to not chase down thieves. Even if manager say "go ahead." Didn't catch, and apparently worried KK and David. I hate it when people are disappointed with me. Worst feeling in the world. At least I remembered to swing wide around the corner, remembered that part from my younger life. But not doing it again. Tuesday, David picked me up around 1:00m and we went to Ohio Thrift to look around and pick up job application. Never hurts to have them. And of course we picked u a couple candles, a project, and an electronic thing. Had fun though Tuesday night. David set up the front bedroom and we got a fire going in the fireplace. Sitting in front of fire while reading book makes one sleepy. Specially when they are also rubbing a kittys furry belly. Just extra tired today. Hoping Melanies concert went well, wanna call but will wait for Friday, course she could always pop online. ~pokes the melanie~ If I don't work might see my brother Sunday evening. We shall see. Asked for May 3rd (the first Sunday of the month) off cuz of the family reunion down at Old Mans Cave. No clue if I'll get it. Regan wants me to watch Cane and Zues the first week of August. No clue if that will even be feasible, be great if I could though. For Regan, me, and the dogs. Ta!

Happy Easter everybody!!! May you have lots of candy, hehehe. Got a card from Michelle earlier this week which was cool. Finally wrote her in late March. Thats just awful of me. Must to write back sooner this time. Gotta see David on Tuesday night ~purr~ I'm telling you, he has been extremely patient with me the past couple of weeks. Just a whole bunch of cuddling and being close, needed that and needed to hear that I was special to someone. Work figured out that they gave me overtime. However, I did nothing about it. Still worked until 4pm on Thursday, got off at 2:15pm Saturday though. Still got overtime. ~innocent smile~ Went to Holy Thursday mass at 7:00pm. Got my foot washed, that always makes me feel a bit odd for whatever reason. during this mass we hold a lit candle. My candle ended up with two little wax beads next to each other on top and two beads that spiriled down. On TNA Rhyno is gonna train a Navy Petty Officer how to be a wrestler. He and his buddy were on the ship that blown up. His buddy was killed, he survived. And I think its illegal to impersonate a military person. Friday gotta see Liz. Hung out, went shopping, chased down lamb chops, and went out to eat at the Seafood Buffet. Saturday after work gotta talk with Becky, went to Wendys with Annette, and went to Easter Vigil mass. Lonnggg mass. I napped, er, nodded off a bit, during the homily. At the beginning of said mass, we are holding candles again, I got the same exact candle as I had on Thursday, hehehe. Looked into the flame until the gospel was read. All in all, 2 hours. Yeesh. After, called David. He came over a bit after midnight and went over to his house. I musta been tired and stressed from the week cuz I just was out once we curled up. Got to Bev and Johns right on time, hehe, even beat mom and Jerry over. Lisa got a new haircut, little below the bottom of her ears. Had dinner, just us. Then played Wii. Can now gloat over the fact I beat my brother at bowling. Of course he can come right back and say I suck at darts. But thats ok. Hehehe. Talked to Julie, Harry, and Maria today. Hes going to a base in Missouri for the summer. Help train people. Apparently my schedule is the same as last week so:

Sunday I was OFF. We were closed, its Easter.

Monday I work 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Taping Raw, as its also a 3 hours special. The draft.

Tuesday I work 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Still not happy about this. But get to see David afterwards. Must get everything done as soon as possible.

Wednesday also 2:45pm - 9:30pm. This is good.

Thursday is 9:00am - 3:00pm. Ick. Will not like aking up early, on the other hand its bowling night and I'll be home alone for a bit.

Friday I have OFF. Maybe Liz again.

Saturday is 9:00am - 12:00pm. Why this way no clue.

And of course no clue about Sunday which sucks monkey balls. Ta!

Lets see here. Tuesday gotta see David, Kinda fun with the talking and the music. Introduced me to the Voltaire song "Its so easy being Evil". Which is addicting. Which I introduced to Melanie, hehe. Wednesday evening went to Steak-nShake with Josh from camp. Haven't seen him in YEARS! We scared each other in the fact we think alot alike. Had fun just talking about life in general and playing catch-up. We gotta hang out in July since his is the 8th and mine is the 10th. Friday hung out with Liz all day which was great! :) We watched some judge shows, Hunchback of Notre Dame, and did a fun stretching/work out dvd by Cindy Crawford, and just talked and hung out and had fun. Must do that again. Saturday didn't get to see anyone. Plans just didn't work out with anybody. Gotta talk with my brother, and Regan and DAvid called me tonight, am all happy and smiley. Have basically same schedule this week.

Sunday (today yesterday whatever) worked 10:00am - 7:30pm. Long day, lots of people. Ordered WrestleMania25 and am currently recording it, Refuse to watch it right now.

Monday (today tomorrow whatever) work 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Get to SLEEP and of course gotta record Raw.

Tuesday is working 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Sucks cuz I don't get to see David as soon, but hes picking me up afterwards. Yay, get to see him! :) Can't wait actually.

Wednesday is much more sane. 2:30pm - 9:30pm. My normal thing which is great for me.

Thursday I work 9:00am - 4:00pm. I requested this as I'd like to go to Holy Thursday mass at 7:00pm. Recording TNA.

Friday I have OFF. Might go to Lizs again, that'd be fine. We have to see how things work out first though. If so, recording Smackdown.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Mass is at 7:00pm. This is a 2 - 21/2 hour mass. I have yet to understand why exactly. Might see David. We'll see how things work out.

Sunday I have OFF, yay for it being Easter. Garunteed day off. Going to Bev and Johns for Easter dinner around 2:00pm. As for rest of day, no clue.

Is anyone doing the math here??? I added it up quite a few times. without the halfies stuffs. Jerry added it with with the maths stuffs and I currently have 43 hours this week. Which is overtime. Which is bad for schedule making. (Good for my paycheck though) We'll see what happens. Ta!

Oh, just grumbles. And must to change icon after April rolls around. Topaz still looks good after being groomed last Tuesday by Regan. Seeing David that evening and night was great. Must to remember that. Didn't get to see Sarah cuz I work Friday evening. And I can't really remember the week cuz my brain is all fuzzed up from working. I know my schedule though!

Sunday I'm OFF! Thank goodness.

Monday I work 2:45pm - 9:30pm. Why 2:45, I dunno. Must also tape Raw and try to get a hold of Melanie.

Tuesday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Hoping to see David at least that night.

Wednesday I have to come in 9:00am - 3:00pm. WHY?!?!?!?!?! ~pouts~ This is reeking of major suckitude!

Thursday I work 9:00am - 4:00pm. This is also weirdness. But at least the bowling happens that night.

Friday I have OFF! Why they keep giving me Friday off I can't guess. Its also payday. Weird.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. So no Catacombs probably, probably not seeing David or Kate, and I still dunno whats happening on Sunday with either working or going with Regan to bridal thingie. Or watching WrestleMania 25.

Yes, I am bitching, I know I am, but I'm allowed. My journal :P Hehehehehe. I'll stop pouting (hopefully) once I know about Sunday and once I can work Wednesday afternoons. I know I can't always do what I want but that doesn't mean I have to like it when things change around on me after 5 months. Ta!

Get to see Kate at work, YAY! She cam up cuz Majel needed fixed and David was able to save her stuff and is re building her a new one and also gonna look at Sylvia 5. I can't wait! Gotta talk to her and David tonight. ~purrs~ Mostly her. Gotta remember to save back pens if we still have them. Heh. Today was Brendas last day. I am gonna miss her. KK isn't too happy about working Sunday though, it was supposta be her one day off. Gotta see Kat and Mick this evening. Met Ashley, shes nice. Speaking of, I have a schedule, though it could change.

Sunday I am working 10:00am - 7:30pm. Ick. But get to see Kate in the morning. Yay!

Monday I just gotta go in from 2:00pm - 3:30pm for a meeting/get-together. Its Marcys first offical day there. After that I'm going to visit Liz. Can't wait! Then Mel.

Tuesday I have OFF! Please let this continue to be so. Get to see David, yippie!

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Whew!

Thursday its also 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Taping TNA. This can work.

Friday I have OFF. The only thing I can think of that I'm doing is watch Smackdown and call Mel.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Church, and then David and I might go to Catacombs.

Sunday I have OFF. Thats all folks! Heh, had to quote Looney Tunes. Ta!

Hm, had fun with the weekend. Worked Friday night and Saturday morning. My mom and Jerry left for Belpre to see Melissa, Savannah, Aunt Ronnie, and Uncle Randy. I couldn't go because of working on Saturday and someones gotta take care of Sixx and Topaz. Went to church, had a scare with Davids mom. Shes doing ok though. Ordered Papa Johns pizza, one medium for each. Topaz got walked late, and David showed up around midnight. With cookies and rockstars no less, heh. Watched A Comedy of Horror (or Terror, my brain can't remember worth crap atm) Its an old movie with Vincent Price and Boris Karloff. Quite funny. Went to bed around our normal time. Was all happy he decided to stay. On Sunday he went to work, my plans with Annette changed to the evening. Still had to go to the library though to take books back. Tried calling a bunch of people, Regan called me back. The bridal thing she went to went good, she found stuff she liked. Hide me now! Hehehee. Took Topaz for a couple nice long walks since it was so nice out and walking alone with your dog can be good for you. Dogs aren't humans and they easy to talk to so you can sort out your thoughts and put them into some kind of co-herant order. Gives WeHo a break.plus he talks back. (joking) My mom and Jerry got home around 5-ish. Got to hang out with Annette. Went to Wendys then drove around town just talking about whats been going on in our lives, it was awesome! Hoping to hang out again sometime soon. I think all in all it was about 3 hours total. Too short of time but still, gotta go with what we have. I am assuming I've lost a couple of people, but thats ok, I have found, or rather, been found by a few friends from my past which so totally reeks of awesomeness!!!! Gotta talk with David sunday night on the phone. and then before work Monday (today, yesterday, whatever) I talked with Regan and Becky. Life is good I tell ya! :) Plus I am looking forward to getting the book from Jen sometime soon. March 17th is not only St. Patricks Day, it is also my brothers birthday so I get to call him after work and wish him a happy birthday, yay! He'll get his card on Friday at the Fish Fry. As for work schedules this week:

Sunday - OFF as I was home alone

Monday (whatever) worked 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Also recorded Raw and talked to Cori, Annette, and Melanie.

Tuesday I work 10:00am - 4:00pm. The bosses are coming in and want everyone there so there ya go! Gonna call my brother, and go to Davids. Cuddling definately on the menu. Thinking about getting cookies and rockstars, maybe zingers.

Wednesday is from 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Normal stuffs you realize.

Thursday is also from 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Taping TNA of course.

Friday I have OFF. It is also payday so I gotta go in anyways. Might see Annette cuz we might go see Father Stanton. He was a priest at a church when we were in grade school. Then its the Fish Fry in which I get to see my brother and Lisa.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Ain't they nice to me.

Sunday I work 10:00am - 7:30pm. Ick. But its my turn. Ta!

Wow, its hard to remember what I did this week. ~blinks~ I've been found by my friend Sarah on Facebook, which is awesome, I just need to remember her schedule for the most part is like Kates, early. Also Josh from camp has found me on there, hehehe. Hoping we can hang out soon. Gotta get days and work shifts co-ordinated. Tuesday gotta see David, got some much needed sleep on both of our parts. We both conked out early, heh. Friday went into work to do some recovery, KK needed the help, so I worked from 4 - 6pm, then went to a fish fry with my mom, Lin, and Yohan. Jerry stayed home and had steak. Saturday went to work, went to church, then to Davids. Much cuddling, some fun ~grin~, and we had Papa Johns Pizza and watched The Black Dahlia. Good movie, though I admit to falling asleep near the end: I was tired, I was under blankets, and I was snuggled next to the Satyr and warm. Maybe we watch it again at some point?. Ended up going to sleep early again (wow, we need our sleep) It figures that since caffine has no to little effect on me, that Benadryl doesn't have an effect. ~sigh~ I HAD planned on a Sunday off with much cuddling, perhaps going home a bit early, seeing Josh and maybe Sarah but nnnnnooooo. Work called me on the cell at 9:30am and KK needed me as cashier cuz Theresa worked last Sunday and Brittney (who was scheduled to work) went into the hospital again. I am hopnig for two things: that she is ok and that she works this coming Sunday. Some interesting things, have surfaced. Makes me wonder and actually makes me feel protective. As for my schedule, here it is:

I worked Sunday (yesterday/today/whatever) from 11:30am - 7:30pm.

Monday (today) I work from 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Means I tape Raw but thats ok.

Tuesday I work 4pm - 9pm doing recovery. Its the schedule for the first week of the month. ~pout~

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. At least thats normal.

Thursday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Shall I talk of TNA again? Hehehe.

Friday I am OFF and its payday.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Then go to church, and David and I might go to Catacombs (and Reds roast).

Sunday I am scheduled to work 10am - 7:30pm, but I am hoping Brittney will since I worked the first of the month. Ta!

Had fun this weekend. Spent Thursday and Friday night with Regan. Helped her with her seven dogs: Golden Retriever, terrier mix, Poodle, maltese, poodle/maltese mix, cairn, and cocker spaniel. Fun. The best behaved was the cocker, just stood there. Adorable goes to the terrier mix though. Regan had to say NO and all he did was stretch out his neck and face and give her a kiss. Friday night we went shopping for her boyfriends sisters baby. It was fun :) Then we played Hand and Foot (card game) and each had two glasses of rum, pineapple juice, and cranberry juice. Robin kicked our butts. Saturday got a call to go into work that morning cuz Brittney took herself to the hospital, sick. I hope shes feeling better soon, for a couple reasons: it sucks to be sick, and I just wanna work my shifts this week. It was a kinda slow/medium day which was good. Wasn't wearing a black shirt but then, I wasn't planning on working that day, but I got 5 extra hours! Went to church and then went to Davids. We went thrifting as I wanted another black skirt, got one that is velvet. (thats an added bonus for me) Also got candle holders, candles (ok, I'm a little obsessed), dehumidifyer, and a bookbag for me, as my oldest one has a strap coming off and the other one doesn't have a bunch of pockets and is torn, and a WeHo collar. No clue if he likes it or not, heh. Its a condition of being able to go outside this spring and summer. Went to Catacombs and saw Belle, Brian, Amy, and met Mike, the DJ, and his girlfriend. And this guys with black hair slid his hand against my back twice when he walked by, once in the hallway and once when I was watching fire. Didn't do it again, so I didn't say anything to him. Mike was either drunk, interested, or both ~shrugs~ Haven't seen Shade or Mandy around, hmm. Didn't get to use the massage room, must remember massage oil next time.

As for schedule, work more this week than last..or scheduled at least, heh.

Sunday I had OFF, thank goodness.

Monday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Also must remember to call Melanie at midnight and not 11pm.

Tuesday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. This is Mardi Gras people, party! Hehe, or at least wear something green, purple, or gold. Going to Davids after work.

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. This will be a bit odd simply cuz of the day. Checked and I can have my snacks at work, yay!

Thursday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Tape the TNA and all that fun jazz.

Friday I am OFF, oh thank goodness.

Saturday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Church, might go to Davids and we might go to Catacombs as there is a special thing that night there at 11pm and so far I do not work Sunday. Ta!

Might as well, Happy Valentines Day, everyone! Had to work today and David is sick. Heres hoping he feels better soon. Hard weekend to work cuz everybody is buying things (kinda funny really) Had a customer come in and buy things, plus stuff for the holiday. We had these chocolates with fake stems and wrapped in red foil to look like a red rose, he was buying one for his wife. I said the same thing I've said to every customer that buys one, that they look good and I'm getting myself one come Valentines Day, as it is chocolate and cute and I have to work. He bought me one as well. ~blinks~ Things like that restore my faith in human goodness as ability to do random nice things. I haven't eaten it yet. I thanked him many times over and probably turned a few shades of red.

Today at work it was much slower, thank goodness! Actually got a few more things done before we closed than Friday night. I liked the home to chill, specially when I just couldn't stay awake this morning. Of course now I say that and I won't go to bed until 2:30am. So I'm just chilling and all curled up in the chair, not paying attention to the tv and the phone rings. Odd this. But what a happy YAYNESS!! David called me to wish me a happy valentines day and to say hello. Life is the good and I will be all smiles when I go into work Sunday morning.

That said, I've spent a lot of time on the phone with Thorn this week. Very nice surprise that phone call. Found out that I can accept phone calls over yahoo im. I do not have a headset so I can't talk to the person, but I can hear them talk and type out a reply on at regular yahoo im screen. Gotta talk to Becky this week, called her after the windstuffs on Thursday on my way to work. Always nice talking to her. We now have Time Warner at the house. Which means I have Smackdown on Friday nights once again AND I get Animal Planet and National Geographic. Other channels as well, but I don't watch them as much.

As for work schedule stuffs:

Sunday (today, whatever) I work 10:00am - 7:30pm. Give me strength and the willpower to not hurt any customers.

Monday I have OFF. Though I told Brenda I could work if they wanted me to. Gonna call Melanie, and probably should call David to see if I'm coming over, and to see if he wants me to buy a plastic thingie to hold stuff in at work.

Tuesday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Going over to Davids still to my knowledge. Taping ECW, specially since Christian is back. The peepulation leader is back in the WWE.

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Ah, my normal schedule. ~pets it~ Wish I could go in later, but then I'm lazy that day.

Thursday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Taping the TNA.

Friday I have OFF. And yes, this is an actual day off.

Saturday I have OFF. I told Brenda I could work the morning shift though. Ta!

Yeah, good weekend I had. Friday I went out for lunch at the Hometown Buffet with Kate, Euphrates, and DM. I think we hung out for about an hour and a half all told. They had come up for Winter Wickedness and wanted to see me, and I wanted to see them, so it turned out all sorts of goodness. And its a warm weekend, woot! Regan and John came over for about a half hour that night, had fun talking with them. Went to the Thirsty Whale and ran into the guy from Aarons, who is Willy. Flirts alot, didn't have to buy my drink. It was actually kinda odd to have the attention on me at a club or bar. Usually I am with friends, and they get the attention.

Saturday was a busy day but it was fun! I like busy every so often. I went to work and it was me and Brenda that morning, which was cool. Found out KK basically jumped this woman who tried to steal over $200.00 worth of clothing, heh. We people at Family Dollar is CRAZEE!!! Cashed my check, saw pay went up from $7.00 to $7.30. Still gonna figure stuff out from the 7 point of view, too lazy to add in the 30 cents. After work, took shower, packed, and went to church. lots of people there, and my brother and Lisa were able to make it, which was great. The food there was wonderful and my brother and I laughed at the yearbooks we were in. I still can recognize and name just about everyone in my class. Then went to Davids, and gave his mom to two rooster cups I got her. We went to the Chamber and got a pair of hose, cuban foot. Got dressed in one of the little black dresses and we went to Catacombs. Not alot of people there that night, but Brian, Shade, Mandy, Mel, Joe,and Nathan were there. David an I kinda split our time between sitting by the Guilty Pleasures group and in the social room. The cross is very white ~blinks~ Very white. I know we saw Jared on the way out cuz he and David were talking.

Today not much in the way of doing things. After I got home I've just chilled. OK, washed towels, but still. Sinn (Kizarny) was back on tv this week on Smackdown. Some phone calls are just REALLY surprising. Thorn called me. Last time I talked with him was Christmas day 2007. Just outta the blue. We talked for a bit just about life in general. Then he called back again later on. Currently writing a book, and into the same things he has been. Nice to know, heh.

Sunday I was very obviously OFF as I got to chill.

Monday I also have OFF. Am going to get pills, get back seam hose (my normal kind, altho another pair of the cuban kind wouldn't be too bad), and go out to lunch with my mom. Also must write.

Tuesday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Then going to Davids. Must remember tax stuffs and writing.

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Then call Thorn that night like I said I would.

Thursday is 2:30 - 9:30pm. Tape TNA.

Friday is 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Nothing to tape though, But will call Mel.

Saturday is 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Then going to Davids and we are heading to Catacombs for the gothic Valentines Day Ball. Heh, that should be all sorts of fun. Ta!

Ah, muchly better now! :) Although this week was kinda rough in some ways, it was good in others. Rough in the fact I discovered some harsh truths about a couple of people (read last post). Was introduced to a few tough truths from Regan, and Melissa, but I needed that and I needed that from them probably as well. Plus my friends on here, love you alls! Tuesday got lots of cuddling time and loves time. Talks happened and e-mails were sent and yours truely was scared shitless. But being scared shitless does not mean that you don't follow your heart.

I worked tons this week, got overtime, which probably won't happen again unless I take someone elses shift on one of my days off. But I got in at least 43 hours this week. Boy was I tired of working. I just keep thinking this paycheck is gonna be nice. Sheesh, I got next to nothing done at work cept being cashier cuz we've been so busy. And the superbowl is this coming Sunday, ugh! Someone rescue me!!! I did have to work this past Saturday, but I got a lovely surprise in David picking me up. ~~happiness~~ Though I was thinking to myself at work I wanna get a wrist brace cuz my wrists wanted to give out on me both Friday and Saturday.

Saturday after work David and I picked up some Mikes Hard Cranberry Lemonade for Catacombs. Went to the house and dressed, wore my black lace skirt and black top with red side ties. Got there, said hi to Jojo, Brian, Shade, Mandy, Red, Belle, Jared, Grim, and several others. Found it nicely interesting that Shade and Mandy remebered the sparring request and Shade had been waiting for me to arrive. Interesting. Gotta talk with Jared for a bit about wrestling, hehe. This could turn out to be fun, actually it already has, but still. Learned that yep, David is a good person for me. Well, already knew that, but in a specific sense. Kate was there for Michelles talk on Vampire Magic. ( I think thats what the talk was about). I spent most of my time randomly hugging my security people, and talking with Brian, Kate, David, Shade, Jared, and Mandy. The sparring went well and was fun. Both us us, punched, kicked, and got thrown to the floor. David and Kate said there was interest involved. ~shrugs~ Dunno. So perhaps Shade will be a new sparring partner. Yayness! Though I guess he and Grim don't get along. It always works out that way. Inevitably, two people I am friends with, do not like each other. Odd how that turns out. So that makes three "couples" now. Hehehehe. Afterwards, went to the hotel Kate was at, and we talked for about a hour and a half. Just about general stuff and life, and whats been going on, and about that night at the club. Tiny nerves every so often, but overall I think it went well. Got some snuggles in before I went home which was nice. Slept from 8am to 11:30am and then cought up on my WWE and Dog Whisperer which I have for the next month. Saw Barrett and Amy, just hung out, ate pizza, and watched The Dark Knight.

My schedule for work is as follows:

Sunday (yesterday, today, whatever) I was OFF! Oh thank goodness!

Monday I work 2:30pm to 9:30pm. Will try my luck at getting a hold of Melanie.

Tuesday I work 2:30pm to 9:30pm. Which sucks! But Brittney already made plans for that evening so she couldn't switch hours with me. Dammit! But on the brighter side of things, I still get to see David this night and that will be cause for all sorts of yayness. :D

Wednesday I work the normal 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Fine by me.

Thursday is also 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Must tape TNA iMPACT!.

Friday is 2:30pm - 9:30pm. Notice a pattern here? Will attempt to call Melanie.

Saturday I have OFF! David said something about going to Catacombs, we'll see.

I know I'll either be working Feb. 1st or Feb. 8th. At least I am hoping so! I don't wanna work the 15th. Ta!

Yay for going between happiness and feeling like a loser. Happiness cuz I am happy with my life for the most part, I got great friends, boyfriend, job, and coworkers. These are many wonderful reasons for said happiness. Its where I am at for the most part. I think the negitiveity comes from two people who have just given up on me I guess. I thought we were friends. I still want to be friends, but I guess they do not. I haven't seen Alex in almost a year and no one I know has heard from her, Stephen isn't talking to me. Why do I let people get to me? It isn't like I don't know life without them. In fact I've spent most of my life without them. It just fucking hurts when someone you care about just up and dumps you for no reason they will state. I know the reasons, or I have a feeling I know the reasons for each person. In short, in some way, I ruined a part of their lives. I seem to be good at that I guess. Still fucking hurts to give a flying rats ass about them cuz the messed up part is that I do still care about each of them, and probably always will. Its the way I am. It kinda makes me laugh in an ironic way in fact. Just cuz its been that way my entire life. I just started coming out of my shell in the last year or so. I wish I could just say screw them who gives a shit but I can't. I've tried, several times, it doesn't work. I like the ranting, it feels good. There have been tears shed many times on my part, Oh well, who gives a damn.

Anyhoo, I work alot this week, if my schedule stays as is, I'll get overtime pay ~snickers~ It all depends on if Theresa goes to Virginia or not this weekend with a group of people.

Sunday I worked all day so 10:00am - 7:30pm. Long day that. Always is.

Monday I worked 9:00am - 3:00pm. Yay for picking up someones shift, heh.

Tuesday I have OFF, better continue to have it off. I get to see David!!! Got his mom another blue rooster cup and got a couple more scary Jesus candles.

Wednesday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. ain't work nice to me, hehe.

Thursday its from 2:30pm - 9:30pm, gotta tape TNA. I'm an evil child.

Friday I am on from 2:30pm - 9:30pm.

Saturday as of now I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Though this could change. Also gonna go to Catacombs this night. It should be good.

Not suposted to work Sunday as we switch that day off between all of us. All told if I work everything I'll have 42 hours, schweetness! Ta!

Sheesh, do all the fun updating ysterday and now I just have to post schedule. Although I did like talking to Becky today and Kate. Looks like, yes, I will be stuck at this house for a while, but thats ok. And I hopefully get to see Kate on Wednesday, am SO looking forward to that.

Sunday I had OFF as requested

Monday well I worked 2:30pm - 9:30pm.

Tuesday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Should be fine. After I am going over to Davids to my knowledge. I also have to buy the rooster cups from work for his mom.

Wednesday I have OFF, this is kinda very weird, but the stock guy needs his hours too ya know.

Thursday I work 2:30pm - 9:30pm. I do like working the second shift, gives me something to do during the day.

Friday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. Then I get to call Cori and let her know I'm home so Natalie can pick me up for Decompression. I can't wait.

Saturday I have OFF. Am going to enjoy this day. Ta!

The brain is not wanting to work today, I blame it on the fact that I woke up early to KK calling and needing me to come in, since Theresa thought she was working in the afternoon, she got her days mixed up. It was fine, though I am tired. Heres my schedule:

Sunday I am working 2:00pm to 7:00pm. Thanks to Brittney for switching with me.

Monday I work 9:00am - 3:00pm. I'm noticing they like to work me Monday mornings now for some reason.

Tuesday I have OFF. See my statement on Sunday.

Wednesday its from 2:30pm - 9:30pm. The only thing I'll work.

Thursday it is also 2:30pm - 9:30pm.

Friday is 9:00am - 3:00pm. Thanks to Theresa for switching days with me.

Saturday I have OFF! See above statement on Friday. Maybe we'll do both bowling and Catacombs, or just one, dunno yet, up to David.

Sunday I have OFF. There is no way in hell I'd be getting up in time to be at work at 10:00am and be able to work til 7:00pm, heh.

Ah, life is the good for next weekend of the 10th and 11th. Ta!